Quite Downhearted

Now this blog’s turning out to be a discussion about Me, Denden and Cord.

This evening, I had a chat again with Denden.  She asked me if I want to follow her in Dubai; though as much as I wanted to work there, I can’t because my father won’t allow me.  They want me to finish my studies this semester since I’m graduating this March. 

Anyway, Denden told me that I should fight for Aloy’s rights.  Honestly, I am sick and tired of fighting for my son’s rights.  When I said that to Denden, she insisted that I have to pretend that I will give Aloy to them because I’m tired of taking care of him.  She told me that the reason why Cord is not giving any support to Aloy is that he knows that my parents can provide for him.  I was fuming with anger when she said that.  It’s so unfair!  Denden wanted me to “give” Aloy to them so that their parents will get mad at Cord and force him to give a specific amount every month.  Denden did not deny that she wants me to do that because she wants her brother to realize that he can’t afford to have a family since Cord’s planning to get marry next year.

She told me that her brother turned to be so stubborn that he won’t listen to their parents.  And one last thing,  Cord asked Denden for financial help for their wedding but Denden told him that she won’t give a single centavo if they decide to push through their wedding next year.

MY REACTION:

I don’t know.  I want to get mad at Cord for abandoning Aloy.  I want to curse him, but I know I shouldn’t. Aloy will always be affected with whatever I do and I don’t want him to get mad at his father even if I really really want him to punch his father’s nose when he grows up.  As I told Denden, the only thing that I can do is wish and pray that Cord won’t have a baby boy in the future.

I’m seriously planning to “throw” Aloy in Iligan after the twins’ 1st birthday next month.  I already talked about it with my mom and she gave her nod with my plans.  Denden still promised to finance our trip and shopping expenses.  I’m now beginning to love her.  We’re both experiencing the same dilemma after all so we should stick together and give each other the support that we need.

Thank God for a great sister in law (although not really legally).

Missing Iligan

I so love to go back to Iligan. I’m actually planning on going back there next year after my graduation OR this Christmas break if my parents will allow me.  Cord’s sister promised to finance the fare and Aloy’s shopping money provided that I accompany him there and I have a big hunch that this has something to do with her scheme.  Denden and I are on speaking terms again – not that we weren’t in the past but we turned into super bestfriends these past few days.  I really hope I will be in Iligan again.

Iligan City – taken at the top of a mountain, Mount Agad Agad.  I’ve been there thrice.

Tinago Falls – the best falls I’ve been to.

Anahaw open gymnasium. This is located at Iligan City hall.

The pictures above are just examples of the things that I love about Iligan.  I’m dying to meet my friends there too.  Iligan will always be my second home.

The Corny Line… “MY FIRST POST”

Haha! The title says it all. This is my first post. Welcome back to WordPress Mars!

I had the opportunity to chat with my ex-future sister in law today and my ex-future husband too.  The conversation was fine, I felt nostalgic for a while.  I love my relationship with Cord and Denden, time heals all wounds after all.  Apparently, Cord’s getting married next year and I’m okay with that.  The thing is, Denden doesn’t want her brother to get marry for certain reasons which I prefer not to disclose here.  She told me to go to Iligan this Christmas Break so that Cord and I will see each other again.  Such a scheming sister!  I had a good laugh though.  Cord’s still the same. Corny, boastful and all the things I loved (past tense) about him.  But no, I don’t want us to be “together” again.  I love our set-up, I’m okay this way.